Letter to my Granny

Granny I don’t even know where to start. I wanted to write you this letter and tell you how much you mean to me and also let you know that it is because of you I am who I am today.  Looking back on my childhood I could not imagine life without you in it. I remember the nights that you started keeping us on Saturdays so that Josh and I could begin going to church with you on Sunday morning.  I loved coming to your house and hanging with you and paw paw. Watching the TV shows like Hee Haw and eating your wonderful cooking on those Saturdays nights  is something that neither of us will forget.  I will always remember those nights that you would stay up with rollers in your hair and prepare for the lesson that you were going to teach the next day in church. You would always make sure that we were focused and that we knew how important Gods word is. Smiles come to my face as I think about you teaching us The Lord’s Prayer.  I will never forget those nights.

I remember the afternoons that you would come and pick me and Josh up and take us to go on walks with you. I will never forget why you would you would even take us on these walks. It seemed as if we slowed you down more than helped! Josh and I were always amazed with how fast you could walk that levee. I remember how sad I was once when I lost some money up there. We spent the better part of that afternoon searching for that money than we did walking. You even pitched in to help. I remember you patients with two goofy grandkids who wanted to find that money! Thinking back to those times being with you and getting to be close to you are memories that I will keep forever.

Your cooking will also be something that I will keep with me. You know that I would travel for miles to get to eat your food. My family will always be reminded that Granny’s cooking is what kept me going. I will never forget or let my family forget my favorite meal. Pinto beans and corn bread. That combination will be one of my favorites forever.

As I got older and began playing sports you supported me. You began to see that my interest in sports could lead to a better life for me.  And although I couldn’t see it you begin to assist me in preparing myself to move on from my small town that I love so much. I remember that as I began my senior year in school that you always said that I was going to have to leave Guntersville to find better work and start my family. Though I was thinking that I would always be back there by now, I think that you knew then that I wouldn’t be.

Then I graduated high school and moved to Tennessee to attend Union University.  The one thing I will remember about that school dorm is that I would get a weekly phone call from you early in the a.m. asking me how things were going and making sure that I was doing what I needed to do. I think that my roommates even knew that it was you calling so early! Those calls kept me grounded and focused.

Moving on past college with kids and family I hope that I have made you proud. I hope that I have embodied the heart and soul that you seem to carry so well. You have been with me and help mold me into someone who is capable of being anything I want to be. You showed me that it was possible.

Granny you taught me about God. You showed him to me by the way you lived and how you cared for us. You showed me how to care and love a family. I want you to know that you have your fingerprints all over my life. From the time that I was a little boy all the way up to now. The way that you have lived your life for others is something that I want to continue.  Granny I know that you are very sick. I wanted to write this to you so that you could know fully that you were so amazing to me. You were such a hero to me. Strong, solid, dependable, constant, my rock!

I love you grandma! You will always be so special to me. And no matter what happens with this cancer you will always be super woman to me.  May the God that you introduced me to be with you. Love you so much lady.

ZW